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Who Knows?

Updated: Nov 8, 2025



Thoughts are not ours, they're neither real or true Literally, no-thing is true in the truest sense of the word Everything that's true is also untrue from another point of view The 3D world we can find ourselves in is made of crystalized thoughts, mind Nothing has been created, creation is creating everything in each moment There is no such thing as the past, or time, or anything This doesn't stop us from believing and being influenced by that illusory perception To die before we die is a beautiful thing

Now I know what the Grateful Dead were talking about

To die in this way, one must completely let go of all belief, all desire and all identification with literally anything previously perceived or conceived at least once. Then it becomes easy to go there (nowhere) again and again.

After many years of searching, studying, traveling and various journeys, I finally found what I'd been looking for, ironically, in the absence of desire. What is there to desire when one is everything already and perceives the essence of everything to be nothing. Interestingly desirelessness presents a paradox, a key for manifesting anything with ease and yet, there is no desire for it or identification with it.

There are no words or concepts that touch this mystery. It is the essence of all that is and was not. When one is born again into this awareness and even beyond that, "Who Knows" comes to light as a hilarious and profound question worth asking over and over again while laughing for hours with the deepest, freest laugh one has ever experienced as they see that... everyone and every single thing was and is God all along having a dream. ONE THING I've come to believe. I know nothing Who Knows?


If you are looking for a coach to help you make money, I'm not your coach. If you want to learn dreamwork to get lost in the dream, I'm not the one for that. If you want to learn anything, I'm not interested in helping you in that. If you're looking for someone to fix you or anything, there are others who offer such services. If you're interested in giving and sharing from the beauty of your divine being, I can help you and will happily join you, as you. If you want to know nothing, I can point the way.


If you have a sense that some of the medicine I'm carrying (and I'm not talkin' bout plants, mushrooms or toads) will be helpful for you or others to receive, I'll lovingly serve as many of you as I can with an open heart totally free if it feels aligned. Most will see benefit in giving back to me or something in exchange for value they receive.

It truly doesn't make sense for me to love anyone or anything more than anything else. This is love for no reason, and its nature is to give.


I've spent the past seven months alone for the most part in silence, integrating the Who Knows teachings and a significant shift in perception. Something is writing a book about it. Who Knows?


After 6 months in a state seemingly absent of desire, July 4th, 2023 I finally let go of an addictive pattern which had manifested in habitual use of tobacco. I asked its spirit for guidance. In letting go of that pattern, I'm coming to innerstand so much about patterns and how they and our words, thoughts and feelings create and perpetuate phenomenal reality, and how important it is to choose them wisely.


So, while I have little desire for anything, I invite you to Love everything, deeply as yourself including life itself, and live a life beyond your imagination and your wildest dreams.

Bs and sisters, we're truly all one beautiful family. Let's lift this world we're dreaming up into peace, love, and harmony.

Thank you, tobacco, desire and all my teachers. I'll do my best to work with you and everything in a good way, with respect, humility and gratitude.


Someday I'll pray with tobacco in my pipe again, after fully receiving and demonstrating his teachings. For now, I blow a breath of fresh air, and bow to the mystery and all things.


Aho! Mitakuye Oyasin

 
 
 

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